october 11, 2005

today i had my hair cut and later went antiquing/junking. i had her cut it shorter than usual, though this may be my last stint with shortness for a bit. i am craving longer hair.

i had a conversation about art nouveau with the androgynous old woman at the antique store. i arrived at the conclusion she was a woman based upon the silver bunny ring wrapped around her right ring finger. also her fingernails were very nice. she was so interesting and showed me a print of neptune's horses by walter crane from the art nouveau book i had placed on the counter to buy. the way she said roaring from the sea so enthusiastically in her deep yet effeminite old man voice caused me to think this is another character of my life. i bought things for my little house with its little red door. i am so happy about my little victorian half of a house.

october 8, 2005

three minutes ago i kissed the tv tray to see what it felt like against my lips.
sometimes i kiss the inside of my arm and call it sensual.